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Dreaming in Venice
DEAR DIARY
11:15 PM
yesterday night... was so depressed... that horrible feeling that i did smthing wrong juz made me feel so sucky... everytime u said it wasn my fault... i got even sadder...
the tears trickling down my face were unseen...
today... nothing... juz nothing... no feelings are registered in my brain... juz feel numb... im such a sucker...
im juz walking around... feeling numb... all over me...
i dun even understand why u are sad or angry or wadever... im juz not worth it... i no u hate being sad... and here i am making u feel tt... dun feel sad or angry or wadever... its juz not worth it...
please let the sadness flow away lyk the tears trickling down my face...
lastly... im sori... im sori for wadever i have done to make u feel so horrible... im relle relle sori... i hope u are feeling better today... emotionally and physically... or wadever...
if forgetting me makes u feel happier... pls forget me... i wun blame u... nor will i be angry wif u...
u dun suck
i suck
:'(